Initiating the Pope/Rooting for the Vatican đ»đŠ
This post is an old, initially unpublished dialogue about magic we did with the pope on August 12th 2026 in Rome.
A later post we made discusses the results of this effort: the Vatican publishing an article on September 2nd about the critical importance of nature and feminine root chakra.
This shows the critical importance of unlocking your individual bodyâs abilities, and the capacity with which we can impact reality. We all have gifts of significant magnitude, learning to leverage them is the journey.

The Vatican Experience
Masculine:We have the breakdown. We have the Pope and his conditionsâ
Feminine:Wait, but we didnât articulate those conditions. We havenât gone over that.
Masculine:Thatâs fine. Hold on. Letâs keep going.
We have our fight, which weâve gone over mostly, but we didnât go over the solution we figured out: making it measurable. Basically, making oxytocin a measurable thing in my body, and maybe dopamine a measurable thing in your body.
From there, we unified and went to the Pope.
We listened to the Pope, and several things happened. There was the umbilical-cord plug-in. There was the cord wrapping around my arm and preventing me from doing more magic. And I was told by those beings that you must heal yourself within.
That was interesting because it almost felt like it was happening under the radar of the beings at large. They were almost like, Yo, chill, bro. Donât get caught.
Then, after Lydia plugged into these people, there seemed to be an awareness of it. Almost a meeting of: What is this thing?
The Pope might have said, âI feel strange,â or, âI have pain in my chest,â or something like that. And they seemed to see this happening and were trying to figure out what it was.
Feminine:How about I just narrate the experience I had?
After we reconciled our fight, I plugged into your body and gave you a bunch of oxytocin, and we were able to reunite.
That felt very symbolic. We reunited around our mission, and the mission was basically the only thing keeping us on track in that moment. Otherwise, we probably would have just been like, Fuck off.
Then we got to Vatican Square.
Once the fucking Pope came out, I kept having this experience where my spine was reaching down into the core of the Earth and tethering itself to the deepest parts of Earth consciousnessâor Mata consciousness.
That energy would cycle through my body, move upward, and reach into the Vatican and the Basilica. It felt like it was disrupting the energy thereâalmost trying to destabilize the hold that structure currently has on the world.
My body cycled through this multiple times.
Then the Pope walked back into the building.
Immediately, I felt what Iâve been calling the Mata gene create an umbilical cord from my belly button.
It looked like a blue energetic line.
It tethered itself to his body.
The moment that happened, my whole world started swaying around me. It almost felt like an earthquake. I had to open my eyes and think, What the fuck is going on?
I almost lost my balance.
Masculine:I saw this.
Feminine:Yeah.
And I felt him feel the connection.
I felt him encounter what seemed like the first memories of primordial fucking mother consciousnessâthe pain of the Earth, the pain of this electrical-chemical imbalance, his own participation in it, and the emotion behind all of that.
Then I felt these other beings in his sphere become alarmed.
Almost like:
What the fuck is this? Is this some kind of sonic weapon? What the fuck is happening?
That was basically my experience.
Max seemed to receive more instructions, though. I didnât really get that part.
Masculine:Yeah. For me, I had almost the flip side of the experience.
I donât often talk much about it, but I was alternating between being inside Lydiaâs energy and separating myself from it.
When I separated myself from it, I was able to do a lot of magic of some kind.
There were various layers to this.
At one point, Lydia and I united and held hands. We formed a geometric line perpendicular to him, if I remember correctly. We werenât parallel.
And we did a lot of magic.
Moving energy. Shifting things. Connecting through Lydiaâs body. Weaving things together.
Then I distinctly remember taking what seemed to be the same blue pipe.
I called it from his body and slammed it into Lydiaâs bodyâinto her umbilical region.
For me, it was really the sacral region.
But it distinctly dipped downward so that it plugged into both legs simultaneously and equally, lighting both of them up blue.
The entry point was somewhere around two inches above the belly buttonâsomewhere in that regionâand then it shot downward.
The moment I did that was when Lydia started rocking backward and forward and swaying.
And I felt him begin to quake at the same moment.
That was when I started receiving instructions.
It was essentially:
This is what you need to do.
After a few moments, I took my consciousness and my expectations off it.
Then the message became:
My job is to expose Lydia.
It didnât really specify what that meant. That was the clearest information I had at that moment, because after that the data started getting funny. The signal on my end became a little goofy.
Later, another instruction came through.
Now that she was plugged inâor they were plugged into herâI needed to plug her into the geometric alignments across the Earth that early humans had created for this specific reason.
Places like Borobudur.
There were various places. I couldnât see all of them. I think the pyramids were involved and other structures like that.
But one thing was distinct:
I have to take her to do this.
She has to do it.
And through being physically present and helping her, something about my own mission gets unlocked. Whatever Iâm supposed to learn or do there becomes available through supporting her in doing this.
It also became very clear that Iâm in a support role.
No matter how far I go in my own life, I may never possess this thing that Lydia hasâwhatever this maternal-lineage thing is.
So I have to play support for her.
And if there is a way for me to gain access to whatever this is, supporting her is probably how I get there.
After that, I kept trying to do magic.
Basically, I was like:
Iâm going to keep trying.
Electrical magic, probably.
Then one of the crew members appeared energetically.
I experienced him as an elderly man. Very poised.
He put his hand up.
Then chainsâor a ropeâwrapped around my right arm and stopped me.
And the message was basically:
Take care of yourself.
Focus on your own growth.
It was actually quite compassionate.
It wasnât demon energy. It wasnât hostile.
It was more like:
Yo. Take care of you. Donât worry about this guy right now.
Balance yourself, and everything will be balanced.
Or something like that.
The Vatican Experience â Continued
Masculine:We just discussed the moment where I was told to focus on my own growth.
It specifically said:
Focus on the growth between you and her, but also itâs about yourself. Each must be for yourselves.
I donât know if that dude told me or what told me, but that came through. It was like a council came through.
From there, we got a little bit back and forth. Maybe you can fill in, because the next thing I really got was when Lydia went to get water or lemonade.
I went to the center of the square to look at the Basilica, and I got this click:
This place is perfect.
For the electrical, theyâve done it almost as well as it can be done.
Itâs not fully true, but it was something like this.
And thatâs why they donât feel like theyâve done wrong. From their perspective, itâs almost:
Others have failed. We are the ultimate.
That was the sort of download I got.
But back to Lydia here.
Feminine:I remember feeling like whatever had happened there was the templateâor the formatâwe were going to use in all these different places we went to.
The way I was tethering myself to the core of the Earth in that place, and then tethering myself through this Mata gene or whatever to either a site, an ancient ruin, a person, or a collective of people.
And then the way our energetics were working with one another.
Because ultimately, our energies were literally collaborating toward the same thing, even though we hadnât talked about it.
They were doing the exact same thing.
Facilitating the same thing.
And I felt that this was the template we were going to use when we went to these different geographical points on the Earth: reconnecting these placesâand the people thereâback to this.
My body would basically serve as a bridge to the core of the Earth and to the Mata gene.
Then I went and got the lemonade.
When I came back, the main experience I remember having was a continuation of what we had resolved in the conflict between you and me earlier.
If I continue to demonize this hyper-electrical thing, rather than feeling empathy and compassion for it and wanting to bring it home, I wonât be able to unite it back to Mata consciousness and create balance in the world again.
Because this was the thing you were saying about these electrical people:
Weâve done it. Weâve reached the pinnacle of this thing. This is a beautiful and great creation that weâve produced.
If I continue to demonize it and exist without compassion toward it, I canât bring it home.
Itâs only through loving empathy and compassion that my body can do the thing it can doâto bridge this missing gap in the genome or something.
And somehow oxytocin is like a mycelium.
The thing about oxytocin is that it canât be produced without love, affection, compassion, and empathy. The mycelium doesnât extend out to other things without that.
It physically canât happen.
Itâs almost like a built-in law.
If you really want to extend this keyâthis solutionâout into the world and bridge this gap, it can only happen through that.
There is a duty to it, yes.
But the mycelium itself only works if there is a felt sensation of love and empathy.
Masculine:And then later we went into the Vatican itself.
Feminine:Yeah.
Masculine:That was the next day.
And thatâs where the pain of the other side of this came outâthe challenge of maintaining that compassion while seeing the horrors in there.
Specifically, what was depicted on the doors: people being tortured, carved into the doors.
Feminine:Yeah.
So the next day we got really deep into this thing of ancient genes and these ancient humans, and the parts of those genes that are still present in certain people, but how most people actually donât have those ancient genes anymore. They have themâ
Masculine:I think we should pause.
I think we should stick to Pope stuff right now.
Feminine:Okay.
Masculine:Pope and Vatican stuff.
We went inside and had this experience of the horrors there. Lydia felt it intensely in her body.
And that basically crushed us from there on.
An irrecoverable energy drop.
I donât remember exactly when, but on one of those two days, when we departed from the Vatican, we were both very chemical.
Super chemical and embodied.
It was quite unique.
So that was significant.
But what happened on the Pope day? Weâ
Feminine:The Pope day was the day we got that super-chemical, embodied feeling.
It was the next day, when we went into the Basilica, that we crashed.
Masculine:We crashed.
Feminine:And before we went into the Basilica, my chemical body actually said:
Donât go in there.
It said, Donât go in there.
But weâ
Masculine:We went in because we were seeking questions, and we already had so many answers.
Masculine:Input the next audio.